Update : Please Join the Female Future - Google Backs Off

Update : On Friday Google issued the following statement on Blogger: “We’ve had a ton of feedback, in particular about the introduction of a retroactive change (some people have had accounts for 10+ years), but also about the negative impact on individuals who post sexually explicit content to express their identities.
“So rather than implement this change, we’ve decided to step up enforcement around our existing policy prohibiting commercial porn.”
“Blog owners should continue to mark any blogs containing sexually explicit content as ‘adult’ so that they can be placed behind an ‘adult content’ warning page,” 

So it seems that Google is reverting to the old content policy on Blogger after taking considerable heat for their previous about face.

We/we are hopeful that this means business as usual for the FemaleFuture blog and We/we won't have to go private after all since this is certainly not a commercial porn blog. As always it's a place We/we relate Our/our personal thoughts and experiences with a like minded audience of adults.

To everyone who responded so positively to Our/our request to join Us/us if we had to go private We/we send out a huge thank You/you! Your/your interest and kind words of support are hugely appreciated.


In lieu of Google's censorship of adult blogs Goddess and i have been debating what to do. We/we don't want to lose all the content created over the past few years and obviously don't want to lose contact with Our/our readers either. This puts Us/us in a difficult position. So far the options we've come up with are as follows

• Move to another platform. Still being explored. tumblr doesn't seem to offer the right format for Our/our content. Wordpress policies on adult content are rather ambiguous and they seem to discourage it.
• Set up own own website. Under consideration but this will require an investment of both time and money so this seems like something further out but still possible.
• Give up and shut down the blog. We/we really really don't want to do this and it would just let Google get away with this nonsense.
• Go private and members only

It's this last option We/we feel is the best solution for the time being. The downside of this is real. Apparently we can only invite 100 people to be readers/members so it will be a rather exclusive club.

Nevertheless this would seem to be the 'best' (or perhaps 'least-worst') option at least in the short to medium term.

In creating this blog We/we never had the expectation of having millions of readers and frankly We / we were happy if anyone would enjoy it.

So in that spirit We/we would like to invite any of You/you who would like to continue reading Female Future to join Us/us.

Comments on this blog are put in the moderation cue so if you make a comment on this thread i will receive Your/your request for an invitation without the comment being published and will send you an invitation once i flip the switch (i may need an email address to send the invite so I won't publish Your/your comment to avoid posting your address).

Alternatively You/you can send a request for an invitation to etjames2011@gmail.com 

So if you would like to join Our/our smaller more intimate audience please leave a comment on this post or send me an email.

i will leave the blog 'public' for the next few weeks and make a post before i switch to 'private'. Once that happens invites will go out.

We/we know this sucks to say the least but would appreciate You/you staying with us if possible.

Thanks in advance Your/your continued interest in the Female Future.

P.S if any like minded Blogger bloggers out there would like to try a similar approach i would be happy to get an invite from you as well.

Update : Requests for an invitation have begun to come in and there are still plenty of invites left. To those who have requested to join thank You/you for Your/your support and especially for the kind words and suggestions. We/we very much appreciate it.

To those readers who would like to continue having access to Female Future please consider requesting an invite.

This Blog must go private after March 23

Seems the Google is antsy about erotic bloggers and is changing Bloggers terms of service. After March 23rd i will have to take this blog private or find a new home for it.

In principle i don't have a problem with taking it private though in that case i believe that  You/you will have to request to join to be able to see it. i hope this is easy(?) as Goddess and i quite enjoy doing it and have developed a reasonably sized following.

Any thoughts on this. i have no problem with accepting requests to join from pretty much anyone who enjoys FemaleFuture in its current form.

Your/your thoughts/comments/suggestions would be most welcome.

Anecdotes in Humiliation : Do It Again

"ethan, get in here NOW!"

Just the tone of Her voice emanating from the bedroom caused me to cringe. i know it well. Something was wrong. Very wrong.

i dropped my kitchen duties and made for the bedroom post haste.

On entering i bowed my upper body to Her and nervously inquired"

"ye..yes Goddess"

She was holding one of Her favorite sweaters, a burgundy cashmere one.

"What's THIS?" She demanded, holding the sweater in Her out stretched arm towards me.

i could see straight away the issue. i had failed to hang  the sweater correctly after doing the laundry and the result was a misshapen dent in the front. Clearly She would not be able to wear it like this.

"i'm so so sorry Goddess" i began to apologize but She just cut me off.

"Shut up, I thought you'd been better trained than that. How dare you be so careless with my things. Do you think I can wear this? DO YOU?"

"no Goddess" i replied meekly.

She approached me, invading my space, coming face to face with me, piercing my eyes with Hers.

"Perfection. I expect PER-FECT-ION" She stated as She grabbed a fistful of my hair and pushed my head down.

"Bend over. Grab your ankles"

i complied with furious speed as She released my hair and moved behind me. With a single handed motion She inserted Her fingers into the band of my grey cotton shorts and pulled them down over my ass letting them drop down around my hands now firmly grasping my ankles as instructed.

"Spread your legs". i complied and in doing so could look upside down through my legs in time to see Her as She moved to Her cabinet of 'toys & implements' as She calls it.

She swung open the door and pulled something out.

As She approached me I could see it was one of Her cruel riding crops. One of the stiffer and more unyielding ones.

I hadn't even had time to brace myself when She delivered five hard rapid-fire smacks across my right ass cheek. She did it so fast and furiously that the last blow hit me just as the wave of pain from the first couple of strokes reached my brain with the cascade of flaming agony from each hit building on the previous one ending in a sharp biting spike of hurt.

i gasped and moaned, beads of cool sweat forming on my forehead and back.

"Up"

i slowly rose hobbled by the burning from my ass.

"All this" She said pointing to the drying laundry.

"Do it Again"

"yes Goddess, of course Goddess" i quickly stated before kneeling and bowing down to Her foot planting feverishly contrite kisses upon it.

She accepted the submissive gesture but then just dismissively kicked me away and left the room.

This incident from the weekend illustrates the simple fact that Goddess expects all my assigned tasks to be completed Her way and to perfection. Anything less is met with swift discipline and correction.

Such intolerance of slip ups and mistakes may seem harsh, even cruel, but trust me life under Her discipline has made me a happy and contented male. Nothing gives me more joy then Her complimenting my good work in all aspects of my service to Her. At the same time nothing fills me with more shame than hearing that tone in Her voice that says i've failed to please Her. It's even more embarrassing to me than being stripped and cropped, which believe me, is deeply humiliating.

 Goddess and i both subscribe to the opinion that a firmly disciplined male, freed from destructive male ego, is a productive, useful male worthy of service to a beautiful superior Goddess.

Well that's all for now. It's Monday morning and time to scrub Her floors....

SI Cover Controversy Again Shows the Power of Women's Sexuality

Seems this years SI Swimsuit cover has generated a mini 'scandal' over the peek-a-boo flirtatious gesture of beautiful cover model Hannah Davis. It seems Her just about showing the world Her glorious sexuality is captured in a decisive moment just, JUST!!, before all is revealed.

Once again the media and certain persons are aghast at the thought that a Women would so openly flaunt Her sexual power. How dare She seize the male gaze so flagrantly. How dare She be so sexual, so hungry, so raw. How dare She know Her innate Feminine power and use it so directly and without shame.

What a load of nonsense. Meanwhile millions of males the world over will be enraptured by Her beauty as they helplessly (and happily) masturbate their brains out to Her image. their thoughts captured by the irresistible nature of Her 'scandalous' provocation. 

Such a small gesture, such a massive reaction.

The natural power of Women's beauty shines though once again.

Porn as Goddess Worship?

On the surface it would seem obvious that the porn industry overwhelmingly caters to male fantasy. In doing so it portrays males in a dominant light with Females existing only for the pleasure of males. The whole industry is anti-Female if not downright misogynistic. Period. Case closed.

Right?

Well Goddess and i got into a debate about this recently. my thoughts were that male oriented porn is pretty much summed up in the opening paragraph above. Goddess however wasn't so sure it is as simple as that. We started wondering about who is really using whom here. Are women being exploited and used for the selfish pleasure of males, both the male actors and viewers, or does the superior, dominant Goddess nature of Women emerge even in this most male centric of entertainment genres? Who emerges as the dominant sex here? Does this industry succeed in projecting male dominance at the expense of Women? What future does this industry have and what societal impacts does it have on men and boys? What does it say about the Female future we seem to be heading towards?

So many questions. So Goddess decided that some research was in order. i was a bit reticent seeing how i pretty much knew, as a male, what was going to be on offer, how comically unrealistic it is and how Goddess might not appreciate the portrayal of Women is these videos. i was more than a little concerned that She would be so furious after watching that She might feel the need to exact some revenge and attitude adjustment on the first available male as a proxy for my gender. Said male being me of course.

So Goddess gave me the assignment of hitting some major porn sites on the net and downloading several dozen clips we would then watch together.

That task completed i cued up the clips on the computer so we could stream them to the large TV in the living room. i  fetched a glass of wine for Goddess and at Her insistence sat next to Her on the sofa. One catch though, i had to be nude. Goddess simply started that She wanted to gauge if i was actually aroused by this stuff and wanted me close to share Her thoughts and observations with me and, if She wanted, my opinion.

And so began our evening of conventional male oriented porn viewing, for research purposes of course.

After viewing a few clips a few things became quite apparent.

They pretty much all follow the same predictable series of events;

• A minute or so of kissing (too intimate Goddess supposes)

• A minute or two of the male licking at the Woman’s clit (sometimes this is optional)

• Followed by the Female engulfing the males hard cock with Her mouth for an extended blow job session thus beginning the process of continuous phallus worship which goes on for the rest of the video until the male receives his orgasmic reward at the end. One assumes this reward is given naturally because he is a muscular well endowed male and thus deserving of sexual worship by the dirty uninhibited slutty girl.

• At some point, not wanting to waste the males orgasm before completing the rest of the required steps, the couple will disengage from the Woman’s mouth and She will either offer up Her womanhood to his hungry cock or he will grab and position Her for entry. The male will then enter Her, expressing his pleasure as he slips in with the requisite “oh fuck yeah baby it feels so good’. She might then coo or squeal and tell him to “fuck Me hard” or just “fuck me fuck me fuck me”

• Then something odd happens. The grunting, panting, delirious male, nearing climax needs to move to the next step. Typically at this point the Female is goading him on and tells him She wants him to cum on Her face and encourages the male to pull out of Her which he manages to do with this promise of further carnal delights. In half or more of the videos at this point the Women will kneel before the erect desperate male, Her face confronting the impending explosion from his cock and She will give him all manner of dirty looks and nasty talk while encouraging him to masturbate furiously to orgasm. At this point the grunting, sweating, panting, moaning male is babbling incoherently as he madly strokes himself off. It doesn’t take long. After 30 minutes or so of merciless stimulation the male explodes over Her face, lips, hair, breasts not to mention the floor below. The male is moaning and hysterical from the shock of pleasure. The Women will then help him ride out the remainder of his orgasm by sucking the last drops of cum from his shaft then swallowing and licking up the remainder. At this point the male is completely spent and the Female shows Her cum covered face and body to the camera and the boys watching at home being sure to coo and smile letting them know what a dirty Girl She is and how much She loves cock.

So far it all seems so formulaic and simple but effective from a male arousal point of view. i know my cock became hard within the first couple of minutes of the first video and stayed that way throughout. Goddess reached down and wrapped Her soft hand around my erection, pumping me gently from time to time until i was slick with pre-cum, gasping and moaning. “You simple minded males really will get turned on by anything” She laughed as She felt me up enough to gauge my reaction but not enough to cause an accident.

Anyway, to me, being distracted by the video and Goddesses hand action i didn’t see much to take away from my initial thesis. Goddess however insisted that we dissect these videos a little more carefully.

She agreed that the premise of these films is to portray an alpha-male fantasy where men's every sexual desire is met by young beautiful hyper-sexual Women whose only purpose in life is male gratification. There are clear elements of  thinly veiled misogyny as well with the men sometimes grabbing the Women by their hair, making them gag on a hard cock thrust into their mouth or restraining them in position by the neck in a choke type hold. All clearly acts of violence supposedly excused in this context by the males wild animal lust for orgasm at the hands of these mercilessly teasing temptresses.

Goddess however made a point here by asking “who’s really in control here?”. Is it really the male who’s been whipped into a state of frenzied arousal from the get go. They are fondled, hand jobbed, have their cocks sucked and licked continuously, are stroking themselves every chance they get followed by  pumping their dicks in and out of a hot pussy to the point of edging themselves over and over again but not being allowed to cum until the moment is right. From the first minute their cocks are rock hard and kept that way. their initial soft moaning degenerates to panting, grunting, heavy breathing, babbling and even trembling in some cases. By the time he’s thrusting in and out of Her he’s completely consumed in madness just crying out for relief.

The Women on the other hand seem pretty in control of Their faculties. “A couple of little clit licks and some titty sucking are no way gonna get a Girl aroused anywhere close to those guys. I assume there’s lots of lube involved here because there’s no way She’s gonna be wet from that pathetic ‘foreplay’”

While it may be that some of the Women are aroused here, maybe even to orgasm, Goddess thinks it the exception. There is clearly lots of acting going on here among the Women. With the men it’s the real deal, there’s no hiding it. This dichotomy arises again from Women’s sexuality being utterly mysterious and hidden from males. The male arousal is there for all to see standing at attention. For the Female’s they could just as easily hide or fake arousal. This differential gives an advantage to the Women. While the males have no choice but be consumed by their quest to ‘get off’ the Women can maintain a clear head, stay focused on the job at hand all the while faking or exaggerating their arousal thus keeping the males lust at the boiling point without actually boiling over until She gives the ok. So who really is running the show here? It seems pretty obvious.

Ok all true but clearly the Females are expected to act in a submissive way towards the males. Often the female will get down on Her knees to deliver a prolonged session of oral cock worship. Clearly this is all about satisfying the selfish male and his ego. Having a Woman perform an arguably humiliating act for an extended period of time is all about stroking the male ego as well as his man parts, ‘i am man worship my cock’. However even here Goddess rightly pointed out that none of these Women seem the least bit humiliated by performing this act. In fact they seem to get a thrill each time the male moans or squirms as Her licking or sucking pushes all his pleasure buttons. In fact it seems like the Girls are quite in command of the cock and hence the male here. It is in fact his complete lack of control of his reactions to Her teasing touch and his inability to resist that one could argue is humiliating. Think about that guys, having someone so able to control your mind, so unintimidated by your physical size and manhood that She can literally devour you and zap your brain of rational coherent thoughts and enjoy doing it. Again where does the power really lay here?

Then we get to the part that confuses me. The classic cum shot scene. Invariably before the climactic event the male has his cock planted deep inside Her Womanhood. I don’t know about you guys but from my point of view the Vagina is the center of a man’s universe. All life long males dream of getting their hard aching cocks deep inside a Woman’s hot, wet, tight love tunnel and pumping their way to a climatic explosion. That feeling when my swollen cock head slips past the tight, sopping wet, entrance always causes me to tremble with pleasure and Goddess to moan in response. The feeling of pushing all the way in, Her thick sticky wetness enveloping my shaft, telling me my prolonged foreplay has pleased Her . There is nothing in creation like this. Yet these men are made to come ever closer to that explosion of joy within paradise when they are kicked out of the temple so to speak. Usually with the promise that they can ‘cum on my face’. The Woman will typically go back on Her knees at this point and talk dirty, tease Him with Her tongue etc while the male is expected to masturbate himself to completion. Rarely does the woman make much physical contact with the male at this point (the occasional one will give a brief hand job or lick his balls to encourage him). The desperate male will then furiously stroke himself to climax, grunting and gasping all the way until the ropy jets of cum are splashed across her face, lips, hair and breasts leaving the male panting and gasping with relief, exhaustion, satisfaction and lets face it complete and total joy at having delivered his ‘massive load’. The load that feels so massive to the male and weighs down his balls usually consists of two or three spoonfuls of male seed. It’s obvious that some of these males have been abstinent for some time trying to make sure their balls are full and the load as impressive as can be. Another indication of just how much they’ve been suffering under the mind blowing, sensual ministrations of these Women. Often here the Female will be making orgasmic like sounds that have to be an acting job. She hasn’t been stimulated in any way. Is the audience to believe that the mere taste of the males cum will bring Her to climax? Not likely.

The question that that still lingers though is why the cumshot? From the male point of view the same bliss and satisfaction could have been achieved by staying within the Woman. In fact this would achieve even more intimacy, intensity and satisfaction for the male. For the Female this would also seem to be more satisfying, not to mention less messy. In a sense this is almost a cruel joke played on the male. His payload is diverted from its natural destination only to be sprayed uselessly in the air.

I’ve seen it argued that the cumshot is required to provide proof to the viewer that male orgasm was achieved, that the mercilessly teased male wasn’t denied his just reward. i guess there is an element of truth to that. The cumshot leaves no doubt that ultimate male pleasure was achieved and all is right with the world. God forbid a male was denied his climax right?

A less savory interpretation could be that this is an act aimed at simply getting revenge on the Female. Her merciless teasing and irresistible eroticism rendered the male completely powerless and under Her magical spell. In his aroused state She owned him completely, body and spirit. By thrusting his manhood at Her and literally shooting Her in the face with his satiated lust he’s getting his revenge by humiliating the ‘dirty whore’ who did these things to him. He’s reasserting his manhood by putting out the burning fire of lust She ignited in him.

While i’m sure there is an element of this revenge / humiliation at play here again Goddess pointed out that these Women don’t seem particularly humiliated by being splashed with male lust. In fact they happily consume every drop completely. Think about that. This so-called virile alpha-male threw every ounce of his sexual being at this Women and in the end She consumed him completely leaving him a spent husk though blissful and satisfied for the moment. She even diverted his seed from within Her sex to be expelled uselessly outside of Her sacred womanhood. Talk about humiliating.

In the end his fierce ejaculation in no way diminished Her power as a Woman. In short order any of these males will be back under the whip of Female beauty, driven to madness again and again and again. The sublime suffering inflicted upon male’s by the beauty of Women knows no cure. It is relentless and lifelong. It is the very essence of who we are.

The final act can also easily be viewed as humiliating for the male as well. he has to masturbate himself to finality. Something that for most males is a deeply private act. One can also imagine the millions of male viewers acting in unison with the male pornstar, stroking their cocks to ejaculation as they watch their screens. How much male seed has been expended in worship of even one of these sensual, erotic, Women?

It is also quite apparent that this male oriented pornography permeates society today due to its easy accessibility via the net. In the last 20 years teenage boys as well as men have had access to a virtually unlimited supply of highly visual masturbatory material on a scale never before seen. Unsurprisingly, boys being boys, they have taken full advantage. There seems to be an epidemic of ‘porn addiction’ among males. It has been suggested that one of the contributors to boy’s poor academic and social performance compared with Girls is the amount of time so many boys now devote to self-pleasure. So while Girl’s are doing their homework, participating in sports and engaging in social activities boys are hiding in their bedrooms stroking their cocks to a ‘Kayden Kross cumshot compilation video’.

Is is any wonder the Girl’s are leaving them in the dust.

i’m not saying that this is a totally bad thing. In fact it’s quite ironic that the very material that is produced as a celebration of male sexuality is actually playing a role in leading to a Female dominated future. Having so many boys devoting so much time to what is really a form of Goddess worship has its benefits. It keeps the boys out of trouble and out of the Girl’s way not to mention imprinting on their minds a sense of complete awe for Women’s beauty and sexuality. There is a need however to make sure that these male’s don’t fall through the cracks and that they find some productive role in society. That role will probably be secondary to the Female role as they will be surpassed by these recent generations of Alpha-Girls. Which is fine, society is going to be well served by increasing numbers of beta-males.

One last point that Goddess wanted to make about who has the power and influence in this male oriented porn industry is to follow the money.

Here’s a little factoid i’ll post as something to think about;

“male actors make far less than Female ones
While the average ‘buck naked’ pulls in $40,000 per year or $300-$400 or so per scene (starting salaries are well below that), Female porn stars make about $100,000 to $250,000 per year, with some of the biggest names, such as Jenna Jameson, pulling in even more dough.”

So the Women pornstars direct the males, make the big money, become famous celebrities and are the objects of male fantasy the world over. The male ‘pornstars’ are relatively low paid interchangeable, replaceable, human dildos.

What then is this male oriented porn industry other than a form of Goddess worship? A perfect one, no certainly not. Filled with acts of misogyny and illusions of male dominance?Perhaps but maybe becoming less and less so. In doing research for this article i found that 40% of porn rentals are now done by Women. The industry is moving to producing more and more Female friendly material. This is a direct response to Women’s new found power, wealth and sexual freedom.

Just don’t expect Women to spend Their lives masturbating the days away. Women are after all different from males.

And that’s a good thing.

After the completion of Our/our research Goddess promptly marched me to the computer and watched carefully as i deleted all of the video files, erased the browser history and reset the net blocking software on my account to prevent access to porn sites.

“Kneel ethan”

I promptly complied as She placed Her foot in front of me, grabbed a fistful of my hair and pushed my head down. Knowing full well the meaning of Her prompt i bowed down to Her proffered foot and kissed it fervently.

“Let’s make sure all that porn hasn’t damaged your brain boy”

“yes Goddess!”

Anecdotes in Humiliation

One regular couples activity enjoyed by Goddess are our weekly Q & A sessions wherein Goddess asks the questions and i, Her humble male, provide answers no matter how personal or embarrassing. A typical session will occur after I have served the evening meal and taken care of clearing the table and cleaning up the kitchen. i will provide Goddess with a glass of wine (on my errands i pick up  new wines to sample each week) and She will retire to the living room to relax in Her favorite chair. I will start up the stereo with some gentle ambient music to create a relaxed mood. I then have 30 minutes to complete my kitchen duties following which i am to remove any clothing and present myself on my knees at the foot of Her chair. i will refill Her glass as needed, She will take a sip, travel the length of my body with Her eyes and the questions will commence.

These sessions have a few clear rules and rituals which must be followed including

• I must appear promptly at the 30 minute mark, kneeling and nude at Her feet as She lounges comfortably in Her favorite chair

• Her wine glass must never be allowed to become empty.

• All questions must be answered without hesitation and with full honesty.

• Goddess is the sole arbitrator of truth or lies. If She decides that She doesn’t fully believe i am telling the truth She will simply state ‘position’ and i am to turn around, bow my head to the floor with my hands on the carpet beside my head while raising my exposed ass to Her.  i will then be the recipient of an arbitrary number of strokes from Her favorite crop or short whip. There is no pleading and no appeal of this verdict. If Goddess is not satisfied with an answer that’s that. i will assume the ‘position’ without question.

• If the wine selection is not to Her satisfaction i will be ordered to assume the position and receive an appropriate number of strokes.

With these formalities out of the way the session will commence. This past week Goddess decided She would like to probe some events from my past and learn what these events reveal about Her pet.

In the glow of the Christmas tree She begins;

G: ethan I’d like you to share with me your earliest memories of being truly humiliated by a Girl or Women. Describe one of these events for me.

e: well Goddess, I’m reminded of an an incident that occurred in about the eighth grade i think. I was walking home from a friends house on a spring evening when I first heard then saw three Girls from my school talking on the other side of the street. i recognized one as a Girl named Darlene. She was truly something special even at that age. I remember Her luscious red lips, long dark hair down to the small of Her back and curvy ass. i mean 'wow', all the boys in school were completely mad for Her. She was one of those crazy hot girls that guys like me are terrified to even talk to but secretly fantasize about. As i got closer to this group i kept my head down hoping to pass unnoticed.

G: Why unnoticed ?

e: i don’t know i guess because Girl's made me nervous in general and Darlene especially so...

G: So you’ve always been intimidated by Women’s beauty?

e; absolutely yes Goddess

Not a bad likeness of Darlene. Not bad at all

G : do you know where these feelings came from?

e: no just that I’ve always felt this way. It seems perfectly natural for men to be intimidated by Women. i think it’s just a part of the male psyche so to speak.

G : I agree, go on.

e : well as I got closer i heard Darlene ask one of the other Girls if She 'remembered the name of that guy’ meaning me i guessed. i remember my heart started racing then i heard it. “Hey ethan, could you come over here?” I froze in my tracks. I was mortified yet excited and fascinated. I couldn’t think of any reason to not answer the Siren song.

G: so you went over?

e: yes

G: and

e: well the other two Girls started to giggle and Darlene smiled as I approached. i suddenly had a bad feeling about this. I stopped about five feet from the Girls when Darlene asked me a question.

At this point Goddess was smiling as well

G: Go on

e: well She asked me if i “liked sucking cock because I heard that you did. So do you like sucking cock ethan?” At this point even Darlene couldn’t hold back the laughter. my ears filled with a cacophony of feminine laughter. i turned red, not from anger, but from humiliation. I tried to muster a strong denial but was so flustered and pushed off balance that all i could reply was a weak ‘no...no way’. Darlene and the other girls acted like they refused to believe me. She said “well a good friend of mine said it’s true and I trust Her completely so it must be true, you’re lying”.

I felt like i was sinking in quicksand and every struggle against this just got me in deeper. i can’t remember what i said in response but by now the others had joined in and i was out numbered three to one so i just tried to beat a retreat hoping to salvage some minimal dignity. As i walked quickly with rapid fire catcall’s following behind me ‘hey ethan what does cock taste like?’, ‘how big was he?’, did you spit or swallow’ followed by mocking laughter as i raced out of distance. 

i don’t even remember getting home, just racing to my room and shutting the door.

G : how did that make you feel?

e: i was completely devastated, humiliated beyond belief. i thought maybe these Girls wanted to get to know me. Maybe they found me interesting. Instead they just wanted to crush my fragile ego for a laugh at my expense. I was beyond hurt. i couldn’t figure out why that picked on me. Was i just in the wrong place at the wrong time or was i specifically targeted? Were people really spreading these rumours about me? Why?

G: So you were angry and hurt. Is that all?

e: well no. Even more so i felt so powerless. i just couldn’t muster any kind of defense against these hot Girls.

G: Wait a sec. ‘Hot Girls’?. Your were attracted to them even though they put you through hell?

e: hum well yes. In fact as i lay on my bed nursing my emotional wounds i kept thinking about the incident in my mind,  picturing Darlene mocking me and well i just got hard. Really hard. Dripping cock hard.

G: Don’t tell my you jerked off while fantasizing about Her.

e: yeah i most certainly did. As i was coming down from my orgasm i felt more crushing humiliation amplified by the post orgasmic 'little death'. At the time i was too immature to understand my reactions and certainly not able to understand why i actually liked it so much, even more than i hated it. i was so indoctrinated with all that alpha-male bullshit that i just couldn't square the circle. i guess i knew deep down that all that dominant male nonsense withered away around Girls. Today i fully understand that male's might be bigger and stronger but any pretense of male's being dominant melts away when a Women asserts Herself. There's nothing that male's find hotter than bowing down to kiss a Women's foot both literally and figuratively.

G : Women find that hot as well I might add. So looking back why to you think you reacted that way?

e: That’s easier to admit and understand now. i’ve always been submissive towards Women so when a Women asserts any kind of dominance over me i’m really turned on and become deeply submissive at the same time. It makes total sense to me now. At the time i was afraid to admit that or had no way to express it anyway.

G: That seems about right. What about Darlene? Why do you think She acted that way?

e: Honestly i think She fully understood the impact Her looks and attitude had on boy's. i mean how could She not notice? i think She enjoyed the power and looked for ways to put boy's in a weaker position relative to Her and exploit them for fun and other personal benefits.

G : I suspect that’s right and naturally so.

e: absolutely

G: So did you have any other encounters with Her?

e: actually yes. Over the next few weeks the same sort of scene was acted out again with me getting catcalled a few more times which did really damage my school yard reputation as even guys would join in. i suspect they were trying to make some connection with Darlene as well and trying to be seen as allied with Her. Not that She cared I’m sure. Then about a month later I was coming out of school a bit late when i saw Her leaving at he same time. Only this time Her posse was not around.

She called out to me ‘hi ethan come here”. i steadied myself for more abuse but strangely, ok not so strangely, i obliged Her command.

Expecting the worst i was shocked when She simply said “these books are too heavy would you mind carrying them home for me?" as She simultaneously dropped them in my arms. I was so confused and excited what could i do but follow Her home carrying Her books. The walk was a blur i don’t remember much about it except at the end we reached the door to Her house which She opened, turned around, gave me an electric smile, took the books and closed the door. She didn’t even say ‘thank you” but i didn’t care. i was bewildered but thrilled beyond belief. Yes i knew i was being used but i didn’t care and i liked it. i was so thrilled just to have a chance to be around Her.

G: (laughing) Sounds like She had you wrapped around Her pretty little finger.

e: Eventually  some of the boys started referring to me as “Darlene’s bitch”. That had a nice ring to it.

G: Nice! Thanks for sharing My little bitch.

e: Thank You Goddess!

This conversation was transcribed from a video recording of our session.

She moves in Beauty

As You/you may know from my previous posts since that summer weekend at the chalet with Mistresses Felicity and Lisa  i have become the full time at home submissive to Goddess. my  normal routine has, naturally, changed significantly.

One of the changes requires that I venture into the city one or two days per week to perform some new duties (more on that  coming soon).

So on each appointed morning i walk to the station to catch the 8 o’clock train into the city. i could drive but the use of the cars is the prerogative  of Goddess and She keeps those for Her own requirements.

i was sitting on the train one day when something amazing came into view. Entering the car  was one of the most strikingly beautiful young Women i have ever laid eyes upon. Such elegance and beauty have i rarely seen. Even amongst all the beautiful Women of the world She was one of the most breathtaking . About 5’8”,  with cascading blonde hair, striking cheekbones, full luscious lips, a sweet button nose, a brilliant smile and a classically beautiful figure.

She moved with a complete grace beyond Her years (early to mid 20’s i would guess) yet retained an aloof arrogance which only multiplied Her allure. An arrogance which only extreme beauty allows.

Each morning i see Her it’s the same routine. She enters the train car, moves gracefully down the aisle and takes the same window seat mid-car. i fully admit that i now always find a seat from which i can observe her entrance yet maintain a respectful distance.

A remarkable thing is the way She seems to almost float in air, oblivious to all around Her. She has all the appearance of a young professional Women on the fast track yet retains an adorable girlishness about Her that only adds to Her seductiveness.

Yet She does nothing to encourage the attention Her absolute beauty commands. It’s as if She is only too aware of what power it gives Her but She does nothing to exercise that power or even call attention to Herself.

She really doesn’t have to...


Being so distracted by Her beauty on that first day i saw Her i didn’t notice something at first. Each morning as She enters the train i watch as men’s heads turn towards Her as She passes. She is that irresistible.

i’ve seen men turn to watch Her from behind as She passes by. One morning i saw a male board the rain and literally become transfixed. This male tripped over the seat he tried to enter as he wasn’t able to pay attention to where he as going in Her presence.

It’s an amazing spectacle to behold.

Yet despite all this She seems completely unaware of all the commotion She causes among the male passengers.

She keeps to Herself and rarely turns Her head away from Her iPhone or the window to acknowledge any of these males.

They seem unworthy of Her attention.

Spring is the season for...shaming Women?

Ah spring, the season of warm sunshine, gentle breezes and shaming women. It seems this week there has been a near explosion of articles about schools cracking down on Girls due to Their choice of spring attire. It seems that some school admins fear that the sight of a naked feminine leg or shoulder will drive the boys to unspeakable levels of distraction.

The most disturbing thing about this nonsense is the degree to which these schools are going to shame these young Women and subject them to increasingly humiliating disciplinary acts.

The great news is that today's Girls aren't taking this nonsense without a fight. They are refusing to be made to feel ashamed of their bodies nor are they interested in dealing with the boy's 'problems'.

To quote from one such article ;

"When I started explaining why I didn’t understand that rule, they didn’t really want to hear anything I had to say, and it was in front of my entire class. I felt very attacked ... and I wanted to tell them how I felt," Stocker said, adding that many of the rules in the dress code appear to specifically target girls.
"They should approach it in a way that doesn’t target girls at least — for starters — because that’s the first problem. They don’t really care what guys wear. They just kind of target the girls first."
Stocker left the classroom and printed off about 20 posters inspired by an image on Tumblr that read: “Don’t humiliate her because she is wearing shorts. It’s hot outside. Instead of shaming girls for their bodies, teach boys that girls are not sexual objects” and posted them around the school.

Truth be told this time of year is enormously distracting for males. The sight of Feminine beauty everywhere is mesmerizing to be sure. Women's beauty does drive males to distraction and we wouldn't have it any other way. The Girl's are right though, this is a male problem not something They should have to worry about and certainly not something Women should be punished for.
Of course another truth is that these same Girls are kicking the boys asses in schools anyway. I think boy's today are more aware than ever of Women's power expressed through Their intelligence and skill. It is also felt by males in a most elemental form through the acknowledged power of Feminine beauty. boys today seem to have lots of distractions for their small minds ( video games, sports etc). At least in being distracted by the mysterious beauty of the Feminine they are feeling something real and wonderful.

To quote the American Psychological Association -

"Girls Make Higher Grades than Boys in All School Subjects, Analysis Finds"

 

 

 

Also as Goddess made a point of saying to me -

"What difference does it make whether these Women dress a certain way just stay cool or to be cool or even if they do dress to tease. That's Their choice and Their right to express themselves as Women, to hell with what boys think about it"

school dress code?

 

F**K the System

Posting just cause i like the sentiment and the attitude. A short and simple message. Have a good weekend Everyone/everyone- ej

"Wives Are Now More Educated than Husbands In the U.S."

 Saw this on Time the other day. Not surprising is it? -ej 

 

 

From Pew research

"For the first time in 50 years, the educational balance among married couples has tipped towards women. Wives are more likely to be the better educated partner than the other way around. The trend is particularly sharp among newlyweds; in 2012 almost 40% of college educated women were married to a guy without a degree.
This is a big reversal from the 30 year trend between 1960 and 1990, when it was the men who were marrying down, educationally speaking. The difference is not yet huge; Pew researchers, using data from the American Community Survey and the Decennial Census, found that in 2012, 21% of wives had advanced further academically than their spouses, while 20% of husbands were the more educated ones. But it appears to be growing; counting just newlyweds (those married in the 12 months before the survey), more than a quarter of the women had chosen a partner with less education, while 15% of men did the same.
The trend is not necessarily due to the fact that women are smarter than men. More women than men have been graduating from college at all levels—bachelors, masters and doctoral—for several years, so it was simply a matter of time until the marriage pool reflected that.

While most  married couples still have similar education levels, that percentage too is dropping. In 1960, 80% of couples were equally educated. Five decades later that figure has fallen to 60%. This is despite the increasing tendency of college graduates to marry each other.
“Adults with high school or less education are much less likely to marry,” writes Pew researcher Wendy Wang, who authored the new report. “The marriage rate among this group plummeted—from 72% in 1960 to 46% in 2012.”  Three quarters of American wives in 1960 were married to guys who, like them, had a high school education or less. Sometime during the 80s, the share of married folks who both didn’t go to college slipped below 50%. And so it has continued, so that in 2012, almost as many marriages are made up of two spouses with college degrees (22.4%) as two spouses who only went to high school (24.2%).  About 12% of marriages are made up of couples with some college education.

Many experts have weighed in on why why marriage has fallen out of favor among the less educated. One of the reasons seems to be that marriage, which used to be like the draft—more or less mandatory—is now more like voting: people aren’t quite sure what’s in it for them. With advances in birth control and women’s earning power, the need for a permanent legal union seems less obvious.
The high divorce rate in the 80s may also have rattled some who grew up in that era. Other researchers, notably Andy Cherlin, have suggested that because marriage is still popular among the better educated—and weddings are more lavish than ever—it has taken on the qualities of a status symbol or a merit badge that you earn as you get your life/career/finances in order.
It’s a trend that worries some sociologists, who note that the bearing of children has not slowed at the same pace as weddings have. More than 40% of all children are now born to single mothers.  Married people are much less likely to live in poverty than unmarried people, and the children of families with two parents tend to fare better across a series of measures than those of single parent families.

What has not yet been conclusively proved is which is the the predicating factor, the lack of money or the lack of a wedding ring. It may be that people with less money are less likely to get married. And government programs that encourage marriage have not yet yielded overwhelming improvements in the poverty statistics.
Sociologists have also suggested that the tendency of college graduates to marry one another has exacerbated income inequality, as two high earners, male and female, form a home, rather than two high earners, both male, providing for two households. If women start to marry less educated and lower earning males in bigger numbers, it’s possible that may be partially reversed. This however, would require a serious rethinking of expectations on the part of both genders."

All I Want for Christmas

On Christmas Eve Goddess approached me in the kitchen as I finished the dishes and tided up from our special holiday meal. Sliding Her hands around my sides She placed Her lips to my ears and whispered “hurry up and finish then join me in the living room, I have something special for you”

My mind raced with anticipation, “Oh?” was all I could muster with an obvious smile.

As Goddess walked away She left some additional instructions, “oh and one more thing, I want you to be kneeling at the foot of My chair when I enter.....and get naked”

She shot me a wicked grin as She finished those words. my cock leaping in my pants as I hurried to finish.

I proceeded to the living room. Goddess had already lit the Christmas tree and the light from several romantic candles flickered as I entered. She was nowhere to be seen so I quickly removed my shirt, pants, underwear, socks....everything and placed them carefully out of site in the distant corner. I was already sporting a moderately sized erection as my imagination took flight. I approached Goddesses chaise and descended carefully to my knees., placing my hands palms-up on my thighs.

She kept me waiting, as was Her right, for some time. The cool air and my pulsing manhood making me acutely aware of my nudity.

I waited patiently with my head bowed, watching my manhood gently pulse , feeling my chest rise and fall. I always found Christmas an exciting time and with Goddess it was more so now than ever.

I literally felt Her energy as She appeared in the doorway. Instinctively I looked up. The sight took my breath away. She wore a sly smile and a short sexy babydoll, leaning seductively against the door-frame. My eyes traced the outline of Her curves in the low light. My heart raced.

She lingered there for a moment, allowing me to take in all of Her beauty with my eyes. i lusted madly for Her at that moment and believe me She absolutely knew it.

She began a slow strut towards my position taking Her time, letting the tension reach a fever pitch. As She reached my side She turned around and taking note of my throbbing erection simply smiled and said “down boy” in mock seriousness .

As She took Her place upon the chair i noticed for the first time She was carrying a box wrapped in scarlet red paper with a gold and red bow.

Goddess crossed Her legs gracefully, placing Her petite foot right in my line of sight. That’s when i noticed a second thing. Resting upon Her lovely ankle was a thin gold anklet that shimmered in the flickering light. Its flashing irresistible to my gaze.

I almost exploded in excitement. Had i been such a good boy this year to deserve all of this?

“Ethan I just want you to know how proud of you I am this year. you made a huge change in your life for me  and worked really hard to follow my ways. i know that hasn’t always been easy. I expect things to be done my way and I’m very strict about it. I’ve seen you struggle to follow me, to give all of yourself to me. I’ve seen you strip yourself naked for me not just physically but mentally and emotionally. You’ve exposed your deepest secrets not only to me but to my closest girlfriends. I know that i demand and take so much from you and I’ve seen you try, struggle even , to submit completely to me. You’ve taken my anger and frustration, surrendered to my discipline or punishment no matter how humiliating.”

“I know you’re completely mine and I adore and love you for it”

All i could do was smile, Her words thrilled me so much. Without saying another word She leaned forward, placing Her soft hand at the back of my head and gently directed me to Her dangling foot.

i didn’t need any encouragement, bowing to Her I leaned in and placed a gentle kiss upon Her foot, then another and another. i became lost in subspace as I gently sucked and licked each toe. Lost in submission, gratitude and joy I  released a low moan and soon Goddess did as well. Time lost all meaning, my lust fueled by surrender and desire i could feel the hard throbbing of my cock with each heavy heartbeat, could feel the warm wetness pushing out at the tip, slightly tingling as it oozed and stretched to the floor.  She pushed Her toes deep in my mouth, then withdrew making me chase Her in a playfully maddening game that showed who held all the power here.

Sweating profusely, pre-cum flowing, i was losing my mind when suddenly She snapped Her fingers and I slowly began to see again. She grabbed my hair and pulled my face up so i could look Her in the eyes.

“That’s enough fun for now ethan, I want to give you your present so get yourself together. It’d be a shame to break the romance by you having to clean yourself off the carpet and furniture”

“Down boy” She again giggled

With that She released Her grip and picked up the carefully wrapped box  and handed it to me.

“Thank You Mistress, so very much”

She motioned with Her eyes that I should open it.

Pulling on the bow the ribbon and wrapping paper came loose. i carefully and reverently pushed away the paper and lifted the lid.

I pushed aside the top layer of paper inside and angled the box towards the light so i could get a better look.

Inside was a pair of black Women’s stiletto healed pumps. I pulled one from the box and held it up for closer inspection. The heal measured about 5” and the straps were the criss-cross type with a small buckle at the ankle position.

Yet i didn’t really understand. Goddess noticed the quizzical expression on my face...

“Seeing that you spend so much time cleaning, polishing and licking all of my shoes and boots i thought it would be nice if you had a pair of your very own”

i wondered if i was supposed to wear them? It seemed odd as Goddess was not really into the whole feminizing males thing. She always said that She wanted Her men to be ‘manly’. Obedient, submissive yes but also very masculine.

Besides these shoes looked way too small to fit me.

Goddess giggled at my confusion.

“Silly boy, they’re for you to practice on, a toy for my pet”

I smiled as i finally understood.

“I figure you can’t always be around my shoes so you can enjoy yourself on these. They’ll keep that tongue of yours nice and strong. You know how much I enjoy your strong tongue. A mans most useful organ I think.”

“Besides I know just how much you get off on the whole boot-licking thing”

So true!

“Thank You so much Goddess I’ll really enjoy these. Practice makes perfect!”

“Well why don’t you give them a try”

Goddess took one of the shoes and dropped it on the floor in front of me. The other She kept in Her hand.

“Begin”

i began by bowing low with my hands clasped behind my back, a proper bow showing just how much i respected both Goddess and Her gift.

Leaning in I took one of the straps in my mouth and pulled the shoe upright. i then proceeded to extend my tongue as far as i could an began licking slowly and carefully around the edge of the heal from the tip, up along the edge of the base to the back and down the long stiletto heal. Swirling around to the other side i repeated the whole process on the other side.

Goddess was so right i did enjoy this. I made sure to savor every inch of the shoe and put on a good show of appreciation for Goddess.

I soon felt a tap from Her foot on the back of my head.

“Up”

I rose onto my knees. By now i sported a rampant dripping erection and i have to say i wore it proudly.

“I see you really enjoy your present”

i just grinned widely and knelt there fully at attention.

“Boy’s are so weird” She cooed with mock disgust.

She then held up the other shoe with the bottom facing me and crooked Her finger beckoning me towards Her.

I shuffled into position at Her side.

“Tongue”

i extended it fully. Goddess then placed the bottom of the shoe against my tongue and raked the shoe across it from front to back. At first She was gentle but soon She pushed the shoe hard against me and ramped up the speed to the point where my tongue became raw and my jaw ached. She kept going to the point where She was certain that even i found it degrading

Satisfied She brought the stiletto heal to my lips

“Suck”

i parted my lips and took the length of the heal into my mouth and sucked hard as i pulled down the heals length with my mouth. I repeated this motion again and again swirling my tongue around the heal for good measure.

Closing my eyes i became lost in the process.

Finally Goddess pulled the shoe away and petted me gently on the head, smiling sweetly She reached down wrapping my hard swollen shaft with Her soft warm hand causing me to gasp with pleasure.

She kept a tight grip on my ‘handle’ as She pulled me to my feet with Her. Turning without releasing me She marched me behind Her down the corridor towards the bedroom.

Without stopping She turned Her head back to look at me,

“Now it’s time for My present and I’m gonna to play with it long and hard for the rest of the night”

It really was a wonderful Christmas!

The Defiance of Pussy Riot

Putin can jail Them and humiliate Them but he cannot break Them. These are some very strong Women- EJ

"MOSCOW, Dec 27 (Reuters) - One of two freed members of punk protest band Pussy Riot, Nadezhda Tolokonnikova, said on Friday their release was aimed solely at improving Russia's image before it hosts the Winter Olympic Games and was not a humanitarian gesture.

Tolokonnikova, 24, and Maria Alyokhina, 25, walked free under a Kremlin amnesty on Monday after serving more than 21 months of a two-year prison term for performing a profanity-laced "punk prayer" protest against President Vladimir Putin in Moscow's main Russian Orthodox cathedral.

Tolokonnikova said the Winter Olympics, due to be held in February in Russia's Black Sea resort of Sochi, were Putin's pet project and that anybody attending them would be supporting him.

"With the Olympics approaching, Vladimir Vladimirovich (Putin) does not want his favorite project ruined," Tolokonnikova said.

Last week, Putin also pardoned former oil tycoon Mikhail Khodorkovsky, viewed by Kremlin foes as a political prisoner, after he spent more than 10 years in jail.

"The thaw has nothing to do with humanism. The authorities only did this under pressure from both Russian and Western society," Tolokonnikova told a news conference with Alyokhina at her side, adding she feared "there could be more repression after the Olympics".

"Whether one likes it or not, going to the Olympics in Russia is an acceptance of the internal political situation in Russia, an acceptance of the course taken by a person who is interested in the Olympics above all else - Vladimir Putin," Tolokonnikova said.

Alyokhina said the Russian Orthodox Church, whose leader has cast their February 2012 protest in Christ the Saviour Cathedral as part of a concerted attack on Russia's main faith, had played a role in the jailing of three band members. The third jailed woman was released last year.

Both amnestied women said they would remain in Russia and would shift their focus to efforts to improve prison conditions in Russia."