The purposes of this book being to help me gauge how a relationship was going, to develop a sense of just how Dominant my then current love interest was and, i’ll confess, to have a memory of hot little incidents in my relationship adventures.
Of course this journal also recorded my thoughts about Goddess, in particular many direct quotes that did much to convince me from very early on in O(o)ur relationship, of the truth of Her Alpha-Female, Female Supremacist beliefs. The quotes in particular were just the result of my paying very close attention to Her every word, as all males should be doing with regards to the particular Superior Female in their life. Whenever Goddess said something that really got my attention i would dutifully note it in my journal. The accumulation of these Goddess quotes quickly convinced me of the authenticity of Her beliefs and that She was absolutely The One for me.
my journal writing days ended abruptly one day when Goddess demanded to know what i was writing in that little book. Upon learning of its nature She promptly confiscated the book, letting me know in no uncertain terms that i wasn’t going to be keeping any secrets from Her. She did however allow me to explain the books purpose and agreeing that it might have some value, allowed me to instead set up this blog. In this case however, She has full access to the account and a veto on anything i plan to publish here.
That explains my surprise when i found Her flipping through the book today. It seems She was looking around Her office and came upon it in a drawer, and was now having some fun at my expense quoting my own crude words back to me as i did the dusting.
She did however quite like the collection of direct quotes from Herself and ordered me to transcribe some of them onto the blog, hence this post.
What follows are some verbatim quotes of Hers as transcribed in my confiscated journal;
“I like Bossing you around”
“you’re so juicy”, said with great laughter after a hot session of repeated edging.
“men are animals”
“as long as I pay the bills, I’m the Boss”
“I’m a dictator”
“If you’re too hot you can walk around naked. That’s the rule from now on”
“it’s a good thing you have a big cock”
“I need more than a gigolo”
“your cock grows as your brain shrinks”
“you’re a laundry idiot”
“you’re ass feels soft”
“you have a great toy in your pants...it’s your biggest weakness”
“you can be my escort”
“I’ll pay the bills and you’ll give me sex”
“you’re afraid of me aren’t you?”
“I’d love to spend all day in bed but I have to go earn some money”
“Maybe this is what it will take for Women to finally wake up and take power”
“it’s always the same with you, when your lips get soft your cock gets hard”
While i was clearing the table after making diner She suddenly declared, while relaxing on the couch, “50 years ago it would have been the man relaxing with a cigar on the couch while the Woman cleaned up after dinner, today it’s the opposite”
Discussing Her voting for candidates in a professional association she belongs to, “I only voted for the Women candidates, not for any old white men”
“There’s nothing sexier than watching you do housework”
As you can see Goddess isn’t the least bit restrained in expressing Alpha-Female values, putting me in my proper place and demanding service from me. Even in those early days of O(o)ur relationship She established a clear hierarchy with Her unambiguous expectations as to my role in Her life. She wasn’t the least bit shy about expressing Her views on any subject, ranging from the quality of my cooking to the dexterity of my tongue.
To quote Her directly once again, on O(o)ur third date;
“I set high standards for boys, I’ll expect you to work hard, put Me first and lets be clear, I’ll be keeping you on a tight leash”
Not knowing Her very well at that point i wasn’t sure if She was joking or not but something about Her demeanor told me She was trying to warn me about how things would be between U(u)s if She decided She was going to keep me. i remember how my heart raced at hearing these words from Her lips, trying to play it cool, i simply smiled and told Her i wasn’t afraid and told Her i’d do whatever it took to please Her. Her response i’ll always remember, being burned into my memory,”ethan, you’re cute, I find you incredibly attractive, you’re sweet and really attentive and a real gentleman, but I also know you really want me, so this whole thing might just be an act. Let’s see how you are in a few months time.”
Needless to say i’d found the Goddess of my dreams and work my butt off everyday to be found worthy of being kept by Her.
(1) At the end of each week i compose a written list of my tasks and chores for the coming week. i present this list to Goddess each Sunday evening for Her to review, approve and amend with any additional requirements She may have. Goddess is obsessive about details and expects me to generate a printed list each week. A typical list would include;
• Change and wash the bedsheets
• vaccum all rooms in the house, including behind the furniture
• dust all the furniture in each room of the house
• Sort, wash, dry, fold, hang all of Goddesses laundry
• Drop off and pick up Her dry cleaning
• Prepare Her breakfast each morning and dinner each evening plus Her end of day tea
• Clear and clean the dining table after each meal
• Clean all kitchen surfaces (including the sink) after preparing each meal
• Wash/dry all pots/pans and dishes after each meal and return them to their proper storage location
• Sort and clean the refrigerator proactively daily.
• Sort and organize the kitchen cupboards proactively daily
• Take out the trash and recycling as required
• grocery shopping
• Lay out Her requested clothing / shoes / handbag each evening for the following day
• Make sure Her keys, laptop, correct handbag, correct shoes/ boots are stationed at the entrance for Her departure each morning
• Carry Her handbag and laptop to the car, place them in the boot, open the garage door, kneeling, place a kiss on Her proffered shoe / boot, wish Her a pleasant day and open the car door for Her (Sometimes She may order me to drive Her to the office)
• Prepare Her bath each evening, including adding specified amount of bubbles to the bathwater and lighting candles. Attend to Her at the bath if requested, if not leave Her in private and attend to other tasks
• Workout for 1 h each morning (Cardio / weights)
• Clean Her bathroom daily, including washing the floor, bathtub and shower.
• Wash all bath towels / cloths
• Wash the kitchen floor
• receive, open and sort any deliveries received during the week.
• Wash each of Her cars exterior / interior, check fluids and tire pressures, adjust as needed
• Inspect Her shoe / boot collection. Clean all boots to a shine, including the sole. Inspect each shoe and clean thoroughly, including the sole.
• inspect the garage, clean as necessary
• clear away snow from sidewalks / driveway as required
- Inspect and water all of Goddesses house plants with particular care and attention given to Her orchid collection
Even though these tasks are done on a daily/weekly basis Goddess insists that i compose a fresh list at the end of each week. This ensures that i don’t forget anything. Goddess is intensely serious about details and being organized. She also says preparing the list is a good “station reminder” for me. It also ensures that tasks get done without Her having to expend any of Her precious time and energy on them. She expects Her home to be kept to “perfection” and it’s my responsibility to ensure that Her impeccable standards are maintained. Any shortcomings have “serious consequences” and will be dealt with immediately and / or at my next discipline session (which She will promptly add to my schedule.) Infractions can be anything from finding a slightly less then perfectly clean spot in Her bathroom to not knowing how much of a particular food item is stocked in the kitchen. Yes, She is that fanatical about details so i’m expected to have current knowledge of everything in Her house.
After reviewing the list on Sunday evening Goddess will make additions or adjustments. For example here are the notes i transcribed from Her for this week.
• We should have some time for O(o)selves, say on Wednesday night. W(w)e’ll take a bath together and have an evening just for Me and you, well mostly Me ;-) (and yes this means sex, on Her terms of course and whatever She’s in the mood for)
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• “Friday night is your discipline / punishment session, I need to blow off some steam after the week, you can pleasure me after that, I might even let you cum if you’ve been a very good boy.
• You’ll be working at the club on Saturday night so, lucky you, I probably won’t be whipping you on Friday since I don’t want to leave any marks on that sexy bod of yours. Don’t get too relaxed though, you know I have lots of nasty things i can do to you that won’t leave any marks, well not physical ones anyway” She speaks the truth on that one.
• “Remind me to remove your cock cage before you head for the club on Saturday”
• “On Sunday Mistress Denise is coming for dinner, so you’ll be cooking for both of us. Be ready to serve the meal at 7. Oh and make sure you have plenty of Her favorite wine on hand. We might even discuss how your return to ‘work’ is going ;-), Very well is what I expect to here BTW"
