One of the toughest things about being in a relationship with a hard-charging, successful dominant Women is that She expects my very best work at all times, no matter what. This past Saturday night we were having one of our regular intimate weekend evenings, i was quite enjoying myself, giving Her a full body message and bringing Her to Her first climax of the evening when She pulled away from me suddenly, which is never a good thing. She bored into my eyes with Her beautiful Browns and said simply, “ I don’t think your giving this your 100% effort” She then proceeded to give me one of Her dreaded interrogations wherein She asks a pointed question and stares into my soul, without saying a word, waiting for what seems like an eternity for an answer that satisfies. i always feel like a deer in headlights during these times. She wants, no demands, complete emotional surrender and won’t accept any response until She determines i am not holding anything back. I never feel so naked (both physically and emotionally) as i do during Her interrogations.
The truthful answer is that She was, of course, right. i really was struggling to give myself 100% to Her. With warm spring weather in the air She decided that it was time for spring cleaning as well. So I spent the day washing windows, vacuuming, doing laundry and generally running around at a frenetic pace just keeping up with Her latest demands. So i was simply bushed as we retired to the bedroom that evening.
I don’t like to admit that i can’t keep up with my duties but after the integration was forced to admit my limits. She understood and let me continue pleasing Her some more before saying that was enough for tonight, we can continue in the morning.
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